Been a while, thought I would put down some thoughts and stop going crazy inside. So im finally feeling better no more nausea, dizziness, vomiting etc, feels great took a while but it feels really good. I have been doing quite a few cakes actually more than i thought i would the buttercream smell was so hard to tolerate it actually made me have violent feelings toward it. I stopped doing cakes for a short period of time but thencontinued on because this is something I really have started to develope a passion for and no buttercream should be getting my way. I came up with a way to continue making the cakes as long as I was feeling up to it, being exhausted while pregnant has not quick cure but to just give in a lay down so like I said as long as I was up to it I continued the journey of cake making and figured to get by these violent feelings that were developing about buttercream I would wear a mask to cover my nose, I tried vicks but who wants to smell that unless your actually sick and stuffy??? Yeah thats what I thought not a good idea so the mask worked out great, and off I went baking and slathering on the buttercream frosting. Wasnt long before the cakes really began to wear me out so I had to start limiting the size of the orders because I run solo still working a real job and didnt want to stress the baby out by putting too many demands on my body. I am looking forward to posting the pictures of my work ive really impressed my self im getting better and better everytime and I can even tell my speed is increasing.
So here I am at 31 weeks and my belly is protruding outward in a good way my walk has gotten slower and breathing a little shorter these things are to be expected not sure that I am really embracing the shortness of breath putting on my socks is almost more exhausting than putting on my shoes, thank goodness Im kind of OCD about my weight I couldnt handle having all this belly to lug around on an everyday basis, i mean its hard work however I havent dropped a pound, although Im not supposed to either right now. We are now seeing the doctor twice a week the baby is growing well and weighs about 3lbs 10ounces they we are expecting her to be neck and neck with gabes weight or pass him up either way she is supposed to be a big baby. Awe a little "chunkett" how cute, just hope I have some elasticity from Gabes big old head and shoulders bursting thru last time. We are all super excited and cant wait to see her havent reallt nailed down a name but we do have some cute ones in the running. I feel so blesssed at this point in my pregnancy so many women are unable to become pregnant, or miscarry, or the baby dies at birth I really thank God for this opportunity to assist him with bringing a life into the world, at the same time i feel saddened for those who cannot or havent had such luck. The way I see it becoming pregnant is not as easy as putting in a quarter and out comes one gumball, its more like out comes all the gumballs and they all have different lessons that we are responsible for teaching our children, its an never emptying tank of gumballs that never stop pouring out not only are there lesson coming out the spout but oaths that we as parents must choose to take like loving them, nurturing, making time for play, baking them cookies, going to school plays, and extra curricular activities after a long day at work, building them up when peers try to tear them down, guiding them to the right path to succeed and overcome obstacles in their way, and protecting them from the evil forces that will try to destroy. I guess say all this to say thank you God for giving me this chance to be mother again and help me to remember that when "chunkette" enters the "terrible twos" and her head is spinning out of control as she's determined to write on my pristine white walls, flick spaghettios across the kitchen and refuses to take a nap for the third day in a row I took an oath of dependability and that means she can depend on me to take her out this world just as a fast as she came in!
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